Protein Shakes.....

Ok well I havent officially heard from the doctor on my date, but I have decided after gorging myself all weekend in Seattle, I should detox my body. So I started the pre-op liquid diet. It consisted of turning my coffee into a vanilla protein coffee iced late or for a better term "el grande shake" To my astonishment it was actually really good and filling. Next was the frozen berry protein shake for lunch. Went down smoothly. Appetite so far soo good, next is the diabetes snack bar and V-8 juice in the afternoon. Well by the time i got home i couldnt have made our chicken/shrimp salad any quicker. I mean i devoured that thing like it was a double cheesburger. But it filled me up and that was the point. Not to mention the freakin energy i had today. wow, if only i knew i could do this forever and not have to spend the money on the surgery!! but i know myself...i need the tool!!! I've been reading alot of blogs on the LBT forum and some of them are really hilarious. Also it feels so nice to know that I;m not the only person in the world struggling as a fat person. I mean dont get me wrong, im not stupid. I look around me, I know im not. But i guess i thought that the "thoughts" i was having were only my own. Guess not!!! Not that i wish others to feel the same as i do, but it does help hearing there stories :)